Thing about heartbreak is, it will either weaken you or strengthen you. Not all of us are able to grow through what we go through. It takes time for your heart to loosen up its grip so you can let go of all the anger you have been carrying inside. It takes time allowing your heart and mind to be on the same page when you are trying to close a painful chapter in your life. You might not be able to see better days now when you are in the heat of what you are feeling but, they are coming. For me, a “closed chapter” always symbolized that a “new chapter” could begin to take place at the right time. It symbolized that I could be completely brand new all over again mentally, physically, emotionally and do things a lot differently. I guess what I’m trying to say is, your pain will not last forever. Don’t let one messed up chapter prevent you from writing the best parts of your book.