Every guy always does the same thing to her, paint fantasies of a beautiful love connection, and ends up being her nightmare. For once in her life she just wants to feel something real. It would be nice to meet a man ready to love in the same capacity like she is. It would be nice to meet a man more in love with her spirit than her body. It would be nice to meet a man who understands the importance of painting heaven around her so she can always move freely like his guardian angel. She just wants to feel desired and loved for who she is, and not for who she can be. She just wants to meet a man that she can fall in love with over and over again, in new ways every day.